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led astray

January 2013

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bad night, better day

Last night I had bad dreams.  They wern't the mom nightmares I have been having lately.  At least one of them may have been worse.  Several disconnected anxiety dreams, ranging from mild (there was no oatmeal left) to heart-racing (my alarm didn't go off and I didn't wake up until I should have been at work already).  And one was bad.  So bad I don't even know what to do with it, where to put it and it's like a trainwreck.  *shiver*

However, I wore a turtleneck with a hoodie over it to work and I feel much better.  I brought tea.  And when the boss asked me to do something, I told her I was done.  She said, ok, but now I want you to do the afternoon schedule.  I had already done it.  And evening.  All done.  I was productive.  I think she underestimated the ammount of boredom I work under.  But I must say that I enjoy the time to rest my brain and do some journaling.  It's good to get things out.  Sometimes I don't even know what's going on up there until I start typing.

I have a partner and the scenes I need for the competition.  I just need a monologue and rehersal time.  :-)

I really want to get into the FSU MFA program.  I was looking at apartments in the area where the campus is and for what the 2 of us pay for rent, we could rent a 3 BR house with all utilities included!  Or a building with pools.  More than one.  Outside, because you can swim for 10 months out of the year.  You know, and it's a good, elite program.  So the closest thing I have to a resolution is to get my ass in gear with monologues and applications and schedule some auditions.  Going for the gold...coast.


Re: hmmm

Yeah. I occasionally miss Florida. My sister is there and my Grandmother. And I really miss mild winters.