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led astray

January 2013

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led astray

a little further

Cut from an IM conversation today:
every day i come home and i find people who care about me. no matter what kind of day i am having or mood i am in, i know that they will love me when i come around. sometimes there are more people there, and i know that they are there because they are trusted friends. i come home and none of my things are missing or broken, my cats are fed and healthy. I come home broke and i know people won't let me go hungry (that has not always been the case). The utilities are not going to be shut off because someone thought beer was more important than paying the bills. i come home and no one is drunk and no one is yelling. i know no one is going to hit me. i come home every day and I am not afraid. that is why it feels stable to me. i know i'm not good at showing my appreciation all the time, and this stability is why i hate myself more for being depressed

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