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led astray

January 2013

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Yesterday I aired some personal shit that went beyond what I usually put in my livejournal. And now I remember why I try not to put that stuff in here. There are some really ugly parts of me that no one wants to see. I don't want to see them. But they have been pretty vocal the last couple days. I appologise to anyone I may have offended. The little ugly post has been deleted.



We all have ugly parts, and they all come out eventually. I'm glad you took things off boards and it looked like they were getting worked out. Hopefully you're feeling a little better?
I thoughtit was funny and honest, and so what if you called me on my bullshit. I think higher of you for having said it, but no less of myself (I'm still perfect)
If none of us had ugly parts, this would be a very boring and sad world. It'd be like the elemental plane of good... lots of white light and fuzzy bunnies and I'm sure, many twinkies.

This is your journal, your place for your thoughts. As Druid said, sometimes people will be offended, but well, they're reading your journal. If I'm offended, I'll process it, or talk to you about it if I can't. You're entitled to your opinions.

There are days when I hate so strongly that I'm ashamed of myself... but the truth is that my hate is as much a part of my being as my love. It's hard and scary to let people see the dark parts of me, as I'm sure it is for you. That you're able to show your darkness is a good thing in a weird way. But if your darkness gets to be, in your opinion, out of control - then maybe it's something you want to work on.

No matter what, darkness and all, you're loved. ::hugs::
I use tack when it is necessary. You may be suprised at the ammount of tact I can muster. However, in MY LJ, under a post where people were warned about my mood, I did not feel that tact was necessary or appropriate. If you didn't want my tactless oppinion, you should not have posted that you did. You got what you got and it sounds like I hit a nerve. I do care how people react and never said otherwise.

Come to think of it, you are the only person who seems to have taken issue with anything I said. Everyone else valued that I was so candid and was glad to know what was actually on my mind. Sure, it led to some further discussions about problems I am having with other people, but they are discussions that needed to be had, and dancing around the issues would not get us anywhere.
You're right, I should not have posted. Lesson learned, I'll know better for next time.

Sorry for this breif intrussion.
Whatever. No need to be so melodramatic.
I think you are reading a lot more into what I'm saying. I'm just trying to cut this short and get back to the status quo.
I repeat... Ahem... *HUG*
(((((HUG))))) Thanks. I like hugs. And Will hugs are a rare treat.