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led astray

January 2013

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led astray

difficulties with gratitude

I feel like dren. I had more nightmares last night involving the house I live in with grandma in Florida, lots of visiting relatives, and gunked up showers. I managed to take a shower, drink some Superfood, and a large mug of strong coffee, but I still feel under the effect of a Drain spell. Someone in the building is cooking and it smells sooo good. I have someplace to go today to be with good people with tasty food and adult beverages, and it's a sunny, mild day, but I am just...bleh. I'm not sure I would even take a cab the 4 minutes it would take to get there. No energy. I don't know if it's just depression. It's possible. Oh, fuck you, illness! I'm supposed to be thankful today, but I'm having a lot of trouble. I am thankful to have a soft, warm bed, a sweet fur-baby, friends who love and support me, a roof over my head, food in the pantry, a genuine partner, running water, olives, working radiators, a new book, and a sunlit room.

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