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led astray

January 2013

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led astray

noticing things

I'm not always the world's most observant person. I miss things. I have to trust that my friends will tell me if I'm missing something I need to be made aware of.

Other times, I'm spot on. I did notice that I had as many shop and listing views the day I did my remodeling as I did the next day with a purchased showcase spot. *ponders*

I got calls from collectors yesterday. They sent me diving into self-pity, comfort eating, and laying awake in bed for several unproductive hours. The worst I have inside me, the muck at the bottom of my pond gets stirred up when money woes strike. I still feel utterly helpless and defenseless against the onslaught of debt. I was rude and sarcastic to the people who called. One of them got an apology because he was actually helpful and let me finish my sentences. I ate pizza and cookies and candy that Katie brought over, all by the lots. Now is the time to redouble efforts and knit the shit out of some hats.

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