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led astray

January 2013

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led astray


Part of me likes getting up early and having quiet time before work.

Yesterday had some hard moments. I'm not 100% over Saturday's adventure, so getting stranded at North Station with no money and no idea how to get home sent me spinning. Eventually I got Scarn on the phone with some Google maps talking me through how to get to where Hoyce was. I got there. He had had a bad day, so we got some beers and took a cab home. Q was there. I made a scene and I'm pretty sure I made him uncomfortable, my desperation to interact with him glowing as brightly as my face when I heard his voice. Unrequited love sucks. And it's move-in week here in College City. The population triples this week, making all my transportation and outing needs packed to the gills. I'm being tossed about in the streams, hating to be alone, but hating to be in a crowd. I miss my friends already and I miss romance still. Hoyce and I ordered Thai food, drank beer, and watched Breaking Bad. I was in bed by 10 and out soon after. Tink is unhappy that i'm working. She showed her displeasure by shitting on my bed. Work isn't bad and at least it distracts me from my fear and loneliness for a few hours.


Delayed reading! For what it's worth, I don't think you caused a scene.