There are people I want to reach out to. People I want to know better and share understanding with. Connect with. But I have fear. I fear that ideas about things no human can comprehend in one lifetime would get in the way. I fear taking the leap to a different headspace. I fear that the connection would isolate me from other people that I love. I am afraid my intentions will be misread. I am afraid that they will fear me. But something draws me. Intrigues me. Pulls me towards them. If I seem cryptic, it's because I don't understand what I am thinking fully enough to communicate it. Either that or words are not sufficient. "Friend" they call me. But that says little. But it could say a lot.
Sometimes, words get in the way of ideas
I know that "go for it anyway" is an easy comment for someone else to make - and how little weight it can carry when everything is considered. If there's anything I can do - even just be a sympathetic ear - let me know.
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