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led astray

January 2013

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mentally and physically unwell

I feel like shit on all fronts. I think I'm being supportive and caring, but in reality I'm being belligerent and self-righteous. I think I'm being productive, but I'm really accomplishing nothing. I think I'm coming out of my cocoon, but I'm alienating people left and right. I think I have a handle on some things, yet they tear flesh from my hands to get away. Oh, and I'm coughing up green goo. Lovely. I'm out of weed (it's just as well). I'm letting myself down and letting other people down. Down,down,down. Ah, well. At least the weather has turned into something of beauty. My new skill makes my old yarn into new toys, but it's bittersweet and ashy. I thought things were looking up.

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