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led astray

January 2013

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led astray


What does it mean to be worthwhile? What are the qualities of worth? Intrinsic value? There has to be something more. Stop this. Assume value. How do you treat something that is valuable? Care, timeliness, attention, purpose. How do I care for myself? As something of value? Do I give myself care, timeliness, attention, and purpose? Why not? How can I improve this? I have to treat me like I have value. No one else can do it for me. What is holding me back from change? Is it the fairy tale? I have time now. C'mon, girl. You like to have something to struggle against. Struggle against the demons. Struggle against lethargy and depression. What can I do to change the response I give to the voices, to begin to struggle against them and hold myself up to defeat them rather than letting them corrupt my will and sap my drive. Why is it that when someone tells me I can't do something, I try to make them eat their words, but when I tell myself I can't do, I give up immediately, full of futility. Why do I tell myself I can't do a thing? Why do I have trouble accepting reality sometimes and not others?


There's an amazing quote which I shall paraphrase:

We should not seek to find what we are worth, but rather how we are worthy.