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January 2013

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Why is my cat still being neurotic? I've left the house for less than 2 hours total in the last 4 days. She's been by my side 80% of the time. So why is she still clingy and behaving poorly? *exasperation*

Why is he so hard to get out of my mind? Why do I still have that glimmer of delusion (hope has been rounded up and contained)? When has wishing ever made a thing so? When will I be content being myself by myself? Is that the purpose of wisdom?

Upgrade to the peanut butter pancake; condensed milk. *droooools*

I do miss his presence in the room, the closeness he contained. It feels like there's a little less of me now that he's gone. I liked that bit of me that existed with him. He's gone, and her with him.

Where do I find my direction? How do I know where to go or what to do? I'm so terrified of what I might miss that I choose nothing and get nowhere. And on the occasions I make a choice, I am quickly chastised.

Does he ever think of me? Did he dislike the person he was when he was with me?


Can I please think about something else now?

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