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January 2013

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amulet

follow your nose

Historically, my sense of smell is strongly tied to my mental state. Well I got a new smell today. The lingering scent of cigar on my breath was foul to me. Up to yesterday, it had been pleasant and comforting. It's just about time. I have to have faith in myself that I can do what I have to do without my crutches. I can't go on like this. It's disgraceful. I'm capable of more than this and I'm just standing in my own way, afraid of the pain of change. But change comes unbidden and unstoppable. It's time to stop resisting.

However, timing is important. These signs have lined up with an excellent way to send them off. It's rather like Mardi Gras, but on Halloween.

Then I have to embrace change, sober up. I have to live more and better. My angst has had its say and now it's time to StFu! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LyEJxzQM24Q on repeat, I set about making my time count for more and earning the kindnesses my friends have shown me.

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*HUGS!*
::big hugs::
Oh, this one, too:

That's also on my Do Something mix. :-)