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led astray

January 2013

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led astray

a day

It was a day. A windy day. No work or school. I was going to go to the talent show at school today to support some people in my acting class, but the thought of leaving the house alone made me paniky, and rather than put myself out there in that weather and not in a good headspace and staying away all day when there were things I could be doing...rationalizations I could be making...

Captain and I made beef stew. It took 4 hours, but it was worth it. Watched a long french drama. Ate stew.

And someone I hardly know is having a really rough time and, of course, I want to help. But, again, I am unable. It breaks my heart to know that people are unhappy, and I know so many people are. Real, immediate distress. And some in a slow simmer of remorse, with just a dash of avarice. Some corking the bottle untill the bubbles of thier spite break thier delicate facades and they choke on the frothing pain.

What a mood i'm in! And i'm writing melodramatic crap in my journal. I think it's time for bed.


thank you

hun the fact that you care means more to me than you might think. the good news is that i am looking to move back up north. esspecially if i can get shelter, food, and good friends for an entire weekend for only one dollar. hope to see you soon. and thank you for caring.