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led astray

January 2013

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  I have so many things to say, so many points to make.  The futility of any amount of time and thought I put into him is sinking in.  It's still hard not to email him every time I think of a counter to something he said.  I could be brilliant and 100% right, and it doesn't matter.  There is no magic song I can play, no argument I can debate, no single thing I can do can change the way he feels.  And that has to be ok.  He isn't coming back, he isn't thinking about me, and he's damn sure not crying about me.  Let it go, woman.  Shut it down.  I'm trying to keep busy.  It has been very warm.  I was looking forward to it when I thought I was going camping.  And this is exactly what i mean.  Straying down the what-if road.  Serenity prayer getting some play time in the noggin.  Think about something else.  Change something else I'm unhappy with.  He isn't here.  That's that.  (Please, rain, let me be wrong.)

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Thank you.