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led astray

January 2013

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led astray

so much

I see so much i need to change.  I wonder if I can do it.  Am I equal even to finding all my faults?  

Oh, angst.  Fuck this.  I know why I'm doing this.  Things level out some, I function at a higher rung, get comfortable, and that means time to revisit the bad stuff, sort some more out.  It only feels like I've had no progress.  I have had progress, but this is a process that is never finished.  I know how to do this.  I have support.  

*** This reflection interrupted by a commercial for something else that makes me question the merits of continuing the species; Latisse.  It's a prescription eyelash growing solution.  My troubles seem so insignificant in the face of such idiocy.  My steam has gone from me.  My legs are jelly from walking so much lately.  It's a good tired, but I'm feeling my age.  I've been seeing someone.  We've been friends for about a year.  He's a good guy, approved by both Hoyce and Tink.

Ooo.  Adam got rum! *scamper*


LOL Nice.
Latisse hurts me. It hurts me deep. I just boggle that someone said, "We should make a drug for this!"

The only redeeming value would be if it were born of trying to give folks undergoing chemo or living with alopecia their eyelashes back. But something tells me it wasn't.
Somehow I doubt their intentions.