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led astray

January 2013

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pride

Yesterday started to suck as soon as I got to work.  Nausea that stayed around until about 4.  The only 'why' I could think of was that I simply didn't want to be inside on such a gorgeous day.  And then I got really down and negative.  But with inspiration, love, and support from my family, I stayed.  I worked my full shift.  I even felt ok enough to go to Star Wars after work.  My internal landscape got dried up and dark, but from somewhere in the crevices, my meds came out with a water jug and a gro-light.  I think that's been my fastest recovery ever!  *beams*

Star Wars was a ton of fun, even though we were doing between adventure mundane stuff.  Next time I'll even bring my character! (oops)  But yeah, as usual we were too busy laughing to accomplish much.  We have a great time.  Hoyce and I had one of our infamous (hilarious and frustrating to spectators) communication breakdowns because I couldn't find a word.  Eventually someone got what we were trying to say and spelled it out for us.

So I go into today feeling like I met some arbitrary point at which I understand my place in the world a little better (I leveled).  I was given a test and I passed (not without complaint).  Thank you to those who supported me with words and wishes while I was being a whiny brat.  I won a decisive battle and gained some ground.

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