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January 2013

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chiana

just a thought

This is just a thought before work.  I get bored easily at work.  I do next to nothing that requires brain power.  While I do my job I listen to music and write plays and have email conversations and I still zone out into the realm of boredom.  When I'm home relaxing, I'm knitting lace and watching horror movies, sometimes foreign ones with subtitles, and I'm usually stoned.  To recap, I turn my brain down chemically, then do two tasks that require attention at the same time, and this is what I do to relax.  It no wonder I get bored at work!  If I can channel some of that attention and focus on something productive that I want to do (like writing those plays) I could make great things happen.  So I am dedicating the next Caldaria weekend, when everyone local is away, to writing my plays.  That last paper that I was so anxious about getting done for a year?  Yeah, got it done in less than a week.  All I had to do was get over my anxiety about it (thanks weed).  So I'm going to say Fuck You to my inner demons and just fucking do it.

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