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January 2013

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Sometimes I get an idea stuck in my head.  When this happens I cannot rest until it finds expression (or I start to express it and never finish it like so many yarn projects).  It becomes HUGE in my brain, crowding out regular things like reality and sense.  They come in many forms.  Today it's a bitterness, a double edged weapon I want to thrust into my own belly and then give someone else a running bear hug and stab them too.  A large part of me is tempted to throw it up on facebook and wait for pity, affirmation, or support.  But I think that it would be nasty and hurtful in that forum, so I'm going to put it here, where only a few people who know me pretty well come to check in on me.  It's not for the masses.  

They always say I'm worth it...until the bill comes.

Comments

(Anonymous)

If you choose to run up bills you know you can't cover, is it really surprising others can't either?
It's always possible to keep raising the price until they walk away.
I know what I meant with my metaphor, but I'm not sure I follow yours. It sounds like you're criticizing me. That's fine, but please clarify your message and identify yourself if you want to say something to me.