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January 2013

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this can stop any time

The day started out fine.  I got my exercise, showered, and took a walk to the nearest grocery store (1.3 miles).  I picked up a few things and walked them back.  I made myself a hearty lunch since I hadn't eaten breakfast. Made a large glass of iced tea, and came up to my room to watch BSG while I ate.  Just as the episode was drawing to a close, I started balling my eyes out for NO FUCKING REASON.  I read a few articles yesterday that were very contrary to what my doc said about the withdrawal times of the fluoxitine.  I don't know what's up with this.  I know I had plenty of exercise, water, sunlight, and nutrition but I'm still fucking crying.  So I'm going to go curl up in a ball and hope it passes...

***later
It passed and now I'm only feeling physically weak.  *shrug*

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I know depression is like that. When that happens to me I remind myself that it's not me, it is just a biological thing like farting or burping or sneezing.
(((hug))) Thanks. I've seen a HUGE improvement the last couple months, so I was dismayed to have that happen out of nowhere. I've decided to trust my doctor and believe that in another week or so the withdrawal will be over and i can get back to the regularly scheduled sanity.