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January 2013

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put in context (meds)

I saw my med doc today and explained what's been going on with my feeling shitty and flu-like the last few days.  To my surprise, he had a valid answer that wasn't "oh, you're just depressed and you need to work harder."  This is just about the time when I should be experiencing withdrawal from the meds I stopped taking after a few years.  It didn't even occur to me!  I'm so used to that feeling being business as usual that I just thought it was more of the same.  This makes perfect sense in that context.  So I don't have to beat myself up about not getting better (because DAMN I've been working hard).  There is a physiological reason I'm feeling this way and knowing it's going to end soon eases my mind so very much.  So while my body feels run down and crappy and I don't want to do anything, I'm no longer stressing about it.  :-)

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