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led astray

January 2013

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led astray

and back down

More vivid mom dreams last night, this time of abandonment and blaming me for things that aren't my fault.  It's another sunshiny, warm, gorgeous day and I woke up depressed.  Fuck.  Today I'm going to make a couple phone calls and see if I can't get this therapy ball rolling.  I also have to yell at Comcast for still not sending a change of responsibility form.

Yesterday I looked at my Mandarin supplies and got overwhelmed.  I feel not smart enough, like it's too late to go back, I have no class to correct me if I'm wrong, and no one to practice with.  I've done it before and really enjoyed it.  I can do it again.  Just have to start from the beginning.  I can find someone to practice with on craigslist.  

Maybe it's a good day for a video game break.  And a walk.

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