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January 2013

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to whine

Today I have felt whiny.  I'm warm, rested, productive, inventive, well-fed, and fairly peaceful.  I still want to whine.  I want to smoke weed or make out with someone intoxicating or stuff my face with chips until I can't fit anymore in there.  Today I feel the Hole That Won't Be Filled.  Nothing went wrong, I'm not under terrific stress.  I'm just sitting here with my yarn and my bed and my laptop, whining about my angst.  I guess this is one of those days I had room to feel the discomfort I've been pushing to the back of my mind, the unease with my self.  I haven't done anything wrong today, and I've even done a few things right.  I just can't help feeling like I'm lost and missing something that's right in front of me.

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