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led astray

January 2013

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led astray

today's motivation found

Better to be at work being told I am worthwhile and do a good job than to be in bed dreaming about mom telling me I'm not worthwhile and taking her anger at life out on me.  Vivid fisticuffs mom dreams this morning.  I was glad to get out of bed.

Yesterday was difficult.  I did not have motivation and I didn't want to go to therapy, but I did, and stayed at work all day and even went to pick up my unsold consignment items.  Yay for me, I guess.  

I had the urge to give my number to a cute guy on the bus, but then I remembered that I'm not feeling good about myself, so I didn't.  It's probably for the best.

I still don't need new yarn, no matter how many pretty things are on sale...

It's gorgeous out today.  I came in early so I can leave early and enjoy my afternoon.  I'll make some dinner for the 'mates and head over to Puck's with my anise liquor (which is not absinthe) and Deadwood, and be glad to have only one more day of work for a while.    I have internal things to work on.  

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