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January 2013

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nervous energy

Whooooo boy.  Might have bitten off more than I can chew.  It's not that long.  It will be a good test.  I don't yet know if this is a good decision or a bad decision.  I've made a bad decision in light of this choice, but that doesn't make the choice itself bad.  Yeah, i'm being vague.  I just don't want to jinx myself.  I'm terrified and excited and nervous and several other feelings.  I am also prepared to be Bored Out Of My Skull.  But, opportunity knocks but once, usually.  I think it's a good idea.  So many things I'm forgetting and/or neglecting.  This won't help with the getting stuff done.  Suck it up.  Had 2 cups of Sleepytime already, but i'm not sure I'll be able to sleep.  Am i ready for this?  I'm sure I'm making a mountain out of a molehill, but that's what my illness does.  C'mon, brain.  Let's work Together, hmm?  There are projects a'plenty.  There is time.  There is support.  There is effort, resiliency, and tenacity.  Somewhere in here there is ME.  There is nothing to be anxious about.  Make a plan.  Stick to it.  Why is that so difficult?  Get some sleeeeeeeep.  Tomorrow is going to be a long day.

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*HUGE HUGS* I hope whatever you had on your plate yesterday worked out awesome!
It went pretty well, thanks. (((hug)))