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January 2013

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Oh, hello, abandonment issues.  I see you've woken up feisty this evening.  Might I suggest a walk?  Like the one I was supposed to take this morning.  There's an idea.  I need the exercise and fresh air.  So get up.  Go.  C'mon.  WHadd'ya waiting for, an invitation?  I hereby with all sincerity and privilege, invite you, me, to go drop off the fucking rent check that you didn't put a dime into.  Go do this one thing that's been asked of you. Why aren't you up?  This isn't important.  Go walk it off.  gogogogogogogogogogogogogogogogogogogogogogogogogogogogogogogogogogogogogogogogogogogogogogogogogogogogogogogo
go
so unreasonably angry
just go get uo and leave and walk until you don't have the energy to be angry anymoregogogogogogogogogo
fuck you why are you still sitting there get uo and go
the anger is so hot and i know i'm just going to get hotter and angrier and sweat and be nasty and sticky
i'm so angry and it's not justified
i just want to lay down and cool off
gggg
so angry, oh and it's getting worsePH WBV/2H;
oops.  broke my keyboard
g.. still works mostly

*** later
Heh.  People shit on substance abuse, but damn if I don't feel a TON better after a bowl and a couple shots of tequila.  My singing mix and Civ 3 until either Henry gets here or I pass out.  This is much better.  I accept any shit you want to give me.  I am no longer shaking with rage.  I consider inebriation an improvement.

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