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led astray

January 2013

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blizzard

I am disenchanted with my dreams.  Every morning I wake up feeling facets of shame, rejection, and judgement.  No not want.  I'm not the person I used to be, but I'm not yet the person I want to be.  In fact, I seem to have regressed quite a bit.  It's frustrating and disheartening.  It's been getting harder to get up and do the things I need to do.  It sucks to spend the day alone when I don't like me.  

The blizzard seems to be letting up.  I didn't sleep very well because my windows are old and rattle terribly with blizzard winds.  But that means it's time to go see the friendly fuzzles who had to stay lonely last night.

Also, I picked up my skein of Sea Silk again and decided to feather and fan it, rather than letting it sit there unused while I'm frustrated with Estonian lace.  

Where is my Effort?  Why is it lost?  It must be in here somewhere...

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