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January 2013

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heart bruise (angst)

Ouch. Mah heart, she hurts. Q went camping last weekend. It was one of the coupley things we were supposed to do together, and even after the break-up we agreed that it could be fun. It was a big group. I know this because I opened my FB to see he had posted 123 pictures of the super-fun camping trip I didn't get to go on with him and now I'm about to fucking cry. It still hurts so badly. I guess my hope was reawakened when we accidentally slept together. I've been practicing accepting reality, trying to know deep down that he doesn't have feelings for me, trying to let it go. Gods, I want us to be friends. I really like him. He gets me.

Fuck. I need a distraction. I should be getting yarn today. That will help. And Hoyce's girl is going to come over to make crock-pot noms with me. But these things don't happen until afternoon. So I think it's an Oblivion morning.

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