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January 2013

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amulet

I miss you.

I miss you like hell. I feel your loss like a lost tooth. I am afraid and ashamed and I can't talk to you yet. I can't see you. I wish I were stronger and we could hang out and have fun like we used to. I could wish you stronger, too. I don't blame you. I'm still kinda pissed and pretty hurt, but I know it wasn't done in malice. I have severe doubts about posting this publicly, not because I think you're reading, but because admitting it is hard and scary. I like to pretend I'm strong and wise and then this happens and I'm 16 all over again. Shame still sucks and loss still hurts, even if you didn't really have a thing to begin with.

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