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led astray

January 2013

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led astray

I wasn't ready.  I thought I was right up until around 3pm.  I did let out a couple of bitter remarks, thinking myself jesting.  I apologized when I caught myself.  Sylvan came along with us.  I felt bad at one point.  I left her behind with strangers to go take a walk with Q.  It had to be done.  We kept it light.  Might have slipped once or twice, but No feet entered any mouths.  I came through with my dignity, for whatever that's worth.  I am very proud of myself.  I did not allow my emotions to overrule me.  We parted friendly-like.  I got a few blocks before losing the battle with my driveling fool heart and giving way to tears.  I acted wisely and kept the path to friendship clear.  Hooray for me!  And ouch, my chest.  Ohgadamnit!  Why should I have to shed tears over him?  He's not across town crying over me.  Fuck you, emotions! 

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::big hugs::