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led astray

January 2013

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led astray

backsliding

I was on a roll.  What happened?  I'm making poor decisions.  What is so difficult about doing the right goddamn thing?  There is nothing actually wrong.  There are people having serious shit happen who can handle it with grace and get done the fucking things that need to get done.  What do I need the struggle for?  No one is fucking this up but me.  Why am I sabotaging myself?  What do I gain from this?  How did this adaptation form?  I can see the reasoning behind why one could argue that finding out what we have come from, learn our behavior patterns, and alter them would be the best option.  And that's interesting.  There is another school of thought that says that the past doesn't matter because you need to learn to function right now  And that school has merit.  I think a blend of the approaches is only part of a more comprehensive art.  People are so vast, there can be no One Right Way to Be.  But we make choices.  I don't know where i'm going with this.  

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However you get motivated, you can do this.
(((hug))) Thanks.
*big hugs* You are on the right track and have come a long way from where you started. You can endure now, and through that, you will thrive. *HUGS*
I've had lots of help. (((hug)))