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led astray

January 2013

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led astray

I hardly know what to say.  It has been a strange few weeks  .A lot has gone on, but very little has a actually happened.  I have the skeleton of a plan that needs fleshing out.  I cannot miss anymore work.  I lost focus.  No more expensive lunch sandwiches at work.  I started packing a sandwich.  No more weed.  It's more than an economic choice, as I have to have a physical and be drug free before they let me in the country.  

Had a less than interesting with g-ma about why she thinks I shouldn't go, including a 20 minute tirade about babies in Brazil, and ending with the 'I might leave the abusive fuck I live with because I'm afraid of him, and living on my own will be expensive, so I can't give you money."  And that's valid...except that she's not going to leave him.  But at least this way I still get to say whatever I damn well please to her.  Yay, integrity?

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You can totally do this! ::shakes pom-poms:: and totally - YAY integrity!
:-D