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January 2013

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amulet

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There was an archeological dig yesterday that unearthed a dresser in my room.  Who knew?  I credit my sister's upcomming visit.

I'm recovering pretty well from mother calling.  I think what got me choked up was less the fear of her and more the fear of losing all the progress I've made.  But it didn't linger.  Halfway through Friday it occurred to me that I wasn't backsliding or paranoid.  I was just really sad for her.  But I don't think I'm really afraid of her anymore.  :-)  Sure, there will always be a child in me who thinks she's the boogeyman, but I don't have to let my life be encompased by that fear.  It's been 8 years since I separated myself from her influence.  I am a better person for it.  And I'm working on my shit, which is more than I can say for her.  I have made real changes, and it looks like they're going to stick.  :-)

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Yay! *HUGS*
Kudos.